this song is inspired by the dreams/nightmares/disturbingly realistic dreams i have, inception, and tumblr.
lyrics
dreams, some are real but most are fake but most of all i cant tell when im sleepin or when im awake i wake up in the night and see a figure in the darkness heartless a carcass pardon me im just being honest
i dont know
i wish i could dream for once
what im doing isnt dreaming its watching a horror film starring everyone i love
i pray to a god i dont believe in that the dreams i have arent really how im feelings inside of my fucking head cause if it was then i'd want everyone i love dead or everyone i love mad at me instead
i dont know
i just want to dream of a field
a field of flowers rather than a field of things i can't stand to feel
i just wish i could take back certain things i said certain things regarding imparting something that i read on a fucking blogging website full of fucked up views, full of people who get a kick out of hurting others peoples feelings
i'm sorry, this isn't a pity party
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